Alhamdulillah.. Thank You Allah...

Assalamualaikum,

Lama tidak menjenguk dan menulis di sini.

Ya Allah, aku bersyukur Ya Allah.  Hari ini merupakan hari yang terindah kurasakan.
Walaupun orang lain menganggap keputusan 3B 2C itu keputusan sederhana tp bagi aku dan familyku, itu merupakan keputusan yang membanggakan sekali buat kami sekeluarga.  Hari ini keputusan UPSR telah diumumkan, dan adikku Muhamad Khaliq Farhan bin Abd. Malek telah berjaya memperoleh keputusan tersebut tanpa gagal mana-mana subjek.  Tahniah adik acheeq, walaupun farhan autistik tp farhan boleh menjawab soalan peperiksaan spt budak-budak normal yang lain.  mudah-mudahan kejayaan terus mengiringi perjalananmu adik.  Kami sayang sangat-sangat Farhan.

Fuhhh.... berdegup degap juga jantung tunggu result diumumkan tadi. Untuk menjadi orang pertama tahu result aku siap schedule message delivery kat hp.. result keluar jam 10 pagi so aku pun set kan timer utk send mesej tu.  Alhamdulillah, we are so proud of you my lil. bro. You are such an inspiration to other kids. Mengajarmu memerlukan kesabaran yang tinggi.  Even acheeq pun kadang-kadang tertewas dalam memberi bimbingan dan tunjuk ajar kpd farhan.  Ummi jugaklah insan yang tabah dan penyabar dalam mendidik anak-anak.  Maka hargailah ummi anda.  Terima kasih ummi kerana menjadi ibu terbaik kpd kami anak-anakmu. Terima kasih juga abah sebab menjadi penjaga terbaik keluarga kita.  Semua dengan peranan masing-masing yang dijalankan dengan ikhlas dan jayanya. I love my family. In Shaa Allah keluargaku sakinah....

Aamiin...

Long Time Journey

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Ta'ala Wabarakatuh...

Hi, it's been a long time since I didn't take a peak and looking onto this page because recently I've been busy with something that I don't know what? Maybe I'm just linger around wasting my time but sincerely I do so and feel wasted about what I've earn in my living just now. What did I've earn? I didn't earn too much I just like day by day feel lost and stuck into something that make my head feel dizzy and sometimes makes me feel like wanting to hit it on the hard wall.  Just let it broke into pieces then when I feel sorry I'll come back picking up the pieces and stick it back together with the glue.  Am I sick by thinking of something that irrelevant? Am I?

The question with no final Answer.. That's all what we all talk about everyday.  We keep on asking by the meantime we already know the answer.  So why we came up with nothing we have done just sitting and let thing happen? That's us "human being" that is nothing awkward for being a human coz it's our nature.  For not being thankful for what Allah has given to us..... always like that... Masya Allah..

The year of 2013 - this is the year that I feel like I don't deserve anything in this whole world.  Why dear?? All people around me who loves me, taking care of me, believe in me and so on.. but me? myself -- wasting my time by chasing people who didn't deserve my kindness, my love,my attention and my faith.. it's just me?? I'm sorry for that.

Today, I declare myself to deactivate one of my social network account just for a while because I feel annoying about myself by shouting my private life my dumb pic my silly thought in the wall for people put their attention to me. That's not me. Even at all.. I hate it.

Today also, i've send an application and my wish to change my attitude my time my mind set hoping that this application will be accepted by that receiver as for me I really hope to get into those place.. Really really hope since I've enter this job.

i wish that my wish will come true.

It's me MT Aeja talking about my wish and come up with miscellaneous things...

Friend Or Foe??

Assalamualaikum,.

Gambar motif: Cuba lari dari kenyataan akhirnya dapat penampar??

Hai, how's your day? I hope it will be good and always better everyday.. day by day..

Think of me?

No... I don't think you will do so?

Why you want to make thing so complicated before?

Yeah..

I have friend and friends.

I do have them, but do they have me?

I don't know.

You can say better thing, but you will never know what will comes along..

Life is a journey. Everyone has they own journey. So be it. Just be you. No matter what people will talk bad about you but it's you. Maybe they were true, so why not? Just accept what they talk about you but unless it's true.

People always said, know your enemy.. but don't they want to know their friend? I do want to know my friend.  I know some of them but what I don't know is, are they will to be my friend? oR they just want to hang over with me, for a reason?? I really don't like that kind of situation.. I think it's goes the same with other.  Either you and I, do didn't want to be in a situation where your friend only be there when they need you.. not when they feel you need them...

Ini bukan novel okay.  Ini kenyataan hidup.

Hari ini rasa macam mau tulis pasal "How You Treat People and How You Want Them To Treat You Back?"

Situasinya macam ini.

Berada di kelompok baru.

Bagi aku, apabila berada di dalam kelompok yang baru, aku akan menjadi pendiam dulu.  Mata memerhati, minda meneliti.  Bukan memilih tapi menyesuaikan diri.  Seterusnya, aku akan cuba bergerak mengikut masa.  Tetapi yang penting, kita haruslah melayan sesiapa sahaja samarata.

Permulaan yang baik tidak semestinya merupakan penentu sesuatu berjalan lancar pada akhirnya.  Kadang-kadang, permulaan yang tidak sempurna itu lebih menjamin keharmonian dalam sesuatu perhubungan.  ha ha ha ha.. Menangis dahulu ketawa kemudian. (pfffff.......)

Kehidupan ini tidak pernah akan menemui kesudahan sehinggalah kita menemui titik ajal iaitu di saat Malaikat maut menjemputmu.  Oleh itu, berkawanlah dengan semua orang dan bermusuhlah dengan diri sendiri.  Eh?? Ada pula macam tu? huhuhuhu...udah2 ler tu kak. buruk sangat.

k bye...

It's me, MTA talking about whatever...

FORGET ME?? I KILL YOU!!!

Apa perlu saya buat?? Que terlalu LAMA....

Assalamualaikum,...

Today's entry will be about? Rebate smartphone RM200.00 for youth age from 18-30 yrs old. Student and employee's monthly salary not exceed Rm3,000.00. wah.. seem so interesting but i've already bought a new smartphone. So I think no need to use this opportunity 'coz u also have to paid in a big amount just to get a new smartphone??? oh no... but it's okay.. ini semua duniawiiiii.... why don't they give us rebat to perform hajj?? haa... SAME STORY GOES TO THIS DUNIAWI THINGS LAH.. why don't govt give us a rebate to perform hajj.. for eligible muslim/ah with t&c.. 1Malaysia.. yes.. MALAYSIA!! we are ISLAM's country, why don't give all MUSLIMs a high priority.. so there will be no racial issue raise.

Dunia politik sekarang ni aku makin x paham.. apa yang diperjuangkan sebenarnya?? so better tak ambik port sangat..

Apa perlu saya buat?? Que terlalu lama...... this is a situation..true story and a complain from a patient to a Govt Hospital's service. weyyyyyy... initiative!! if u don't want to wait for a long que.. do something.. it's all about you. why dont you go to another GP clinic. spend some money if you don't want to spend some time (what a waste).

This is my channel to speak what inside of mine. so please don't get annoy.

Take care.

Wassalam.

MTAeja. Randomly writing.